i’ve been trying not to blog for days now. it’s because i’ve been trying to keep myself from discussing about what’s going on my mind. it’s mainly about Mikee’s first birthday.

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Mikee has become so restless. she started hating to be sitting down just observing things. she now wants to stand up while nagbubutingting ng kung ano ano. (sarap gamitin ng word na “butingting” in a sentence) she stands up while watching tv, babagsak, then will stand again. she enjoys this. ang kulit pero nakakaaliw. i wonder kung maaliw pa din ako when she learns to walk, tapos ako yung hahabol habol ng nakayuko. woohoo sarap sa likod at balakang!

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i bought baby couture diaper bag (sira na bag nya eh) the camille model. i think it’s not yet available online ‘coz it’s one of their newly arrived models. (promise?) anyway, as we were leaving for home (yes ginamit ko agad tonight when we went to a family gathering) i took a glimpse of myself on the mirror, it looks really nice ha. yuck vain! hehe. and Mikee was really interested on her new diaper bag, peeking inside the bag, and getting things out when i put them in haha. so instead of 5 mins, it took me 15 mins just to pack up. funny, even her uncle thought it was a designer bag.