We attended an anniversary celebration last night. BG had fun. She had been smiling to her ninang’s boyfriend while eating. They were teasing her of having a crush on him. We were having fun watching her.

Then two kids, our friend’s cousins, arrived. They will be sleeping at that house for the night. BG stopped eating to follow the kids. This time, BG kept smiling at them, trying to be friendly. She was happy to be with kids. Then the kids decided to go upstairs and play there instead.

I won’t forget the look on BG’s face as she watched the two kids climbed the stairs. She wanted to come but she knew she can’t. I don’t know but I felt like I was responsible.

Should we give her a brother or a sister? (Not that we’re not trying, you know) Should I enrol her too soon on a toddler’s class to gain friends? (Current plan: BG to enrol November this year)

Hmmm, maybe I should just bug my sister-in-law to have a baby soon.